| i died watching fellowship of the ring tonight.
it's my favourite lotr movie. and the only one i bother comprehending. the others just got so tiring.
but beautiful nonetheless.
sometimes you sit and home and wonder why things keep changing so much.
and that's when you think back to a while ago and then some, and remain contented that the things that were important last year are still important now.
that the people who truly mattered then truly matter now
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| the way things in life just hit you and the unexpected keeps coming.
it's nice to be home with your tools knowing how something is going to turn out.
the 2 weeks have begun. i'm half done. and very happy.
maybe they're right. it's so easy to not miss it.
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| i get really annoyed when people talk about how busy they are.
i work 10hrs days in camp followed by a 2hr break that involves me getting home from camp eating dinner washing up watching youtube/whatever internet shit i didn't accomplish during the day.
then i go for a 2hr (min) lesson.
every single fucking weekday.
then on weekends i have at least 1 if not 2 classes a day.
so i'm busy.
but i make time for people who are important.
because i understand what "i'm busy" means.
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| it feels like now i can still get by but it scares me because a month ago you were still around and things hadn't changed and things have changed over and over again in 4 weeks and i really just want it all to end. i think that if i could sleep every day away and have no obligations and no worries i would be satsified. comatose, but satisfied. knock me over. |
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| is strange.
they say you always miss the small things.
i do.
but i miss the big things too. those MOMENTS.
but i can tell you what i miss the most is waking up everyday and knowing that if i needed, at some point in the day, i could just call you.
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